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surviving

-Surviving-  
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Being depressed for the past while now  
has done nothing but brought me heartache  
along with pain and sadness  
never seemed to want to end  
 
But today i have come to a realization  
for what i am going through  
doesn't even come to compare  
to what someone else might be feeling  
 
For i am strong  
i can and will survive  
taking a breath each minute is all it takes  
to live each day to its fullest  
 
I just think to myself  
that there are people who have it worse than i do  
and that makes me take a step and smi

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Back AgainThe hurt, the pain, it wil never go away  the deep sear of agony continues to sting  throughout my beating heart.   
I'm shaking, buzzing through my fingers  biting my lip, teeth chattering upon my lip  i feel this sensation which overwelms me whole.   
Tears soak down my burning cheeks  pupils dilated through their sockets  looking into the mirror i see the girl i was  before   
I see the girl who used a blade for salvation  bringing the pain back again  i see the girl who tore her skin apart  marking the spots with cuts which turn into a bloody mess.   Back Again
in Emotional on 2/10/07
Gotta get out.Gotta get out, gotta escape  Gotta get rid of this pain  This dread, this lonliness  Gotta find a way to leave it all behind   
Gotta tear it up, gotta find myself  To save my soul to which once was there  Show me the way, show me how  Because i gotta, gotta get out.   
Losing my head, i'm losing my way  I need to show myself  I need to proove that i'm not insane   
Gotta leave this place, gotta leave it behind  Gotta trust my head to do the same.  Have to decide, have to know this is right  Have to do what is best, not for you but for myself  This is wh Gotta get out.
in Open on 9/20/06
Reason to surviveSad, depressed and all that  i just need a reason to survive  my mind and soul is leading me into a trap   
The ache starts to hurt  smiling is out of the question  feeling like nothing is right  Please tell me which way to turn   
Comments from others may sting  Then their joking kills you inside  Days pass before you even notice  thinking it is one moment but it is not  Let the waves swirl me and cover me whole  Show me a reason to survive   
Tear layer from layer, see what you find  Find the little vulnerable girl inside  Scared and Sad, waiting to sm Reason to survive
in Open on 9/18/06
lost friend
in Emotional on 3/26/04
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Journal Entry: Sat Feb 10, 2007, 4:32 AM
Oh, surprised to see me? yeah. me too. lol

Why is it that the only time i write is when i'm sad/angry or depressed.. Otherwise i find nothing to write about.
Its sad.. but yet its reality.

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  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Home. Adelaide.
  • Interests: chatting, music, shopping etc
  • Favourite movie: what a girl wants, the ring, american pie, home sweet alabama ...
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, the fray, pink, nickelback, lifehouse.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/pop
  • Favourite artist: kelly clarkson
  • Operating System: win XP
  • MP3 player of choice: windows media player
  • Wallpaper of choice: Michael and Sara (PB) Or Wentworth Miller
  • Personal Quote: There is always someone worse off than you

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~drzucconi:icondrzucconi: Sep 26, 2006, 8:59:51 PM
Of course I remember you.

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I can't help it that im so great, sorry.
~drzucconi:icondrzucconi: Dec 22, 2003, 7:42:53 PM
where r u jenzy? i miss ur deviantions

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I can't help it that im so great, sorry.
~Jenzy:iconJenzy: Nov 23, 2003, 8:59:29 PM
haha yep yep u should.. ive been told they are emotional and good..lol
~Bodhi-Bard:iconBodhi-Bard: Nov 23, 2003, 7:55:53 PM
I'm glad to see you here. Now I'll just need to take the time you read over all of your stuff. ;)

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~Jenzy:iconJenzy: Nov 23, 2003, 3:39:39 AM
hmmmm im a lil cold and bored so i thought this would be a cool thing to do.. to store some of my stuff! :).. thanks to a friend to told me about this.....
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