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surviving

-Surviving-
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Being depressed for the past while now
has done nothing but brought me heartache
along with pain and sadness
never seemed to want to end

But today i have come to a realization
for what i am going through
doesn't even come to compare
to what someone else might be feeling

For i am strong
i can and will survive
taking a breath each minute is all it takes
to live each day to its fullest

I just think to myself
that there are people who have it worse than i do
and that makes me take a step and smi

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Back AgainThe hurt, the pain, it wil never go away the deep sear of agony continues to sting throughout my beating heart.
I'm shaking, buzzing through my fingers biting my lip, teeth chattering upon my lip i feel this sensation which overwelms me whole.
Tears soak down my burning cheeks pupils dilated through their sockets looking into the mirror i see the girl i was  before
I see the girl who used a blade for salvation bringing the pain back again i see the girl who tore her skin apart marking the spots with cuts which turn into a bloody mess. Back Again
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Gotta get out.Gotta get out, gotta escape Gotta get rid of this pain This dread, this lonliness Gotta find a way to leave it all behind
Gotta tear it up, gotta find myself To save my soul to which once was there Show me the way, show me how Because i gotta, gotta get out.
Losing my head, i'm losing my way I need to show myself I need to proove that i'm not insane
Gotta leave this place, gotta leave it behind Gotta trust my head to do the same. Have to decide, have to know this is right Have to do what is best, not for you but for myself This is wh Gotta get out.
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Reason to surviveSad, depressed and all that i just need a reason to survive my mind and soul is leading me into a trap
The ache starts to hurt smiling is out of the question feeling like nothing is right Please tell me which way to turn
Comments from others may sting Then their joking kills you inside Days pass before you even notice thinking it is one moment but it is not Let the waves swirl me and cover me whole Show me a reason to survive
Tear layer from layer, see what you find Find the little vulnerable girl inside Scared and Sad, waiting to sm Reason to survive
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Something new?

Sat Feb 10, 2007, 3:32 AM

Oh, surprised to see me? yeah. me too. lol

Why is it that the only time i write is when i'm sad/angry or depressed.. Otherwise i find nothing to write about.
Its sad.. but yet its reality.

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Current Residence: Home. Adelaide.
Interests: chatting, music, shopping etc
Favourite movie: what a girl wants, the ring, american pie, home sweet alabama ...
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, the fray, pink, nickelback, lifehouse.
Favourite genre of music: rock/pop
Favourite artist: kelly clarkson
Operating System: win XP
MP3 player of choice: windows media player
Wallpaper of choice: Michael and Sara (PB) Or Wentworth Miller
Personal Quote: There is always someone worse off than you